I hung up the call. Thanks God! Finally I could get another project on production some fiber lampshades for an oversea customer. I feel both glad as well as worried, how come?
After months I have exposed my products through online contacts and emails, lots of budgets have also been used up. I realize that initiating a small business, especially exporting things overseas is not somewhat easy and cheap. It has taken my patient to reply any contacts interested in my designs and to send some samples with my own money. Sometimes they say that the quality is not as good or my price is too high. Well, it is really hard to start this business. As a matter of fact, calculation on the use of introduction and sample delivery is apparently well managed; however, there is always something that takes extra money, and it is out of the budget calculation. Sometimes I run out of cash so I prefer to deal with a good loan service. I have no problem with this loan matter as long as they could provide me some emergency cash loans. I need to be more flexible and somewhat elastic. With they support, I don’t have to be worried about financial matter. And they indeed are very helpful.
Once they suggest me to get to be member of the service and I will be registered as a Loan Relief Act member. This membership is purposed to assist small business owner like me with some initial fund that is apparently enough to make my own company. That is great, as a matter of fact; however, I am still a kind of new person in this world of business. I am still too worried if inconvenient things happen to me and I could not face them well. So, I tell them that I still need time to think about it. Well, do you think I should take this chance?
Maybe this is only my feeling, but I learnt that the condition of working atmosphere in this company is getting slower and lower. I have no idea what is happening. My Boss himself does not seem to be so energetic recently that some questions are coming out of my mind. This does not also seem to be good; Boss is not supposed to be like this unless he is in trouble. I need to talk to him soon to find out.